Hours

an hour have passed since you were gone
but gone where?
beyond this roof?
or to the arms of that ugly old lover?
who knew all the lies that you cover
from my silly little back
but, oh! i knew it all along
when was dark at night,
and you came back home singing the same old song ...

some people asked me why did i stay
when we both knew that what was left
were lies, and secrets and lovers hidden all over the world
why did i stay if we didn't even had words to say
or poems to tell
or tears to shed

im not a saint, you know?
im not the one that sits still waiting for the husband to arrive
but you never saw that in me, don't you?
not even a woman, but a sacred motherly loving wife
but i was different, you see
you were surprised when i found out what you've done
and didn't got on my knees and cried

maybe that's why you left
or maybe, why i made you leave
because i was never a challange but a challanger
i wanted to know, how far had you gone
in order to be setted free

an hour have passed and still i don't care
because, you see
once a murderer, always a murderer
and now that you're gone
you'll be with me forever and ever
for me to remind you, that i was never a challange but a challanger
and you lost the challange





~ Siddie Von Dietrich.